Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Nam does exist

Sooooooooooo... Long time no see :) (or would be no read? whatever...). Partly the reason I have not been updated simply just, well, lazy and just-dont-feel-like-it. And I feel turned off with the old blogskin and yet to lazy to look for a new one (that ugly butterfly thingy at the left corner -__-) Anyway, I've decided to go for the traditional (boring) template. No broken link to bother about in the future. Simplicity is the key

It's kinda like late now, but I can't sleep prolly because I just finished watching a nice show, Se7ven. I think I enjoy watching psychotic serial killer show. Same went with Zodiac. Abit mind-twisting. My kinda movie is those very unpredictable and end with a bang!

Alot of things have been on my mind recently. No emo crap, just so you know. I do believe to think and do self-reflection is goodie good. The biggest thing to worry is like my study/school/project. What else can a student complain about the most?! I must confess I feel SUPER UNMOTIVATED to just pick up the book and study. However, some attempts have been made and I hope I did at least stuff some knowledge in my brain. I really hope and pray that I will at least maintain my grades lah. But anyway, whatever will be will be. I'm looking forward to after the stupid test week! WHICH I HAVE 5 PAPERS TO DO!

@#$(%#!(%*$#(%#!($ <----- it's a complain song

Youth camp is coming, and I'm looking forward to it. It's when I hope I will be able to scream my lungs out just to release the stress. And make new friends :) Above this, I expect great move of God. SO KENNETH KOH BO WEI! IF YOU ARE READING THIS! I'M BUGGING YOU AGAIN GO FOR YOUTH CAMP! Stubborn chap......................................... Still I love you!

Wenli's wedding is this Saturday. My 1st cell leader is getting married. How time really flew by. Also happened to come across some of my very long ago cell members that I'm actually no longer in contact with, sadly. I will try just to get in touch with them again

The only constant thing is changes. I like changes. It makes thing different and life becomes more challenging and yet exciting. But times, I find it hard at first just to adapt with it. I'm looking for hope and vision. A new year approaching, and what I'm doing now is just trying to come up with a list of new tasks. And especially things I should have done before

On Facebook, basically there's this application thingy and there is a set of adjectives to describe a person. Anyone can just click on it to say what he/she thinks about how he/she thinks about me. So I saw someone clicked on SUCCESSFUL. Gah, a word that keeps me thinking so muchhhhh since it's coming to the end of this year. So what have I done? Have I been actually successful? In what sense? What more can I really do? There's one thing I do not wish to carry over to the new year, REGRET. It's like cancer will eat you up slowly. So I'm looking at the things that I actually have accomplished. Might not be so significantly great. But I do feel proud that I have done just a little this year. And this has become a little source of motivation for 2008 ahead. I think I have just come up with a well so-called theme for next year. I won't write here though :) Surely I pray that if I can't do more than what I'm required to do, then at least make me fulfill enough what I'm supposed to do

If to say what's the word upon my heart right now, it's BELIEF

Bye world! (or worlds if there are aliens, ok sorry)

1 Comments:

Blogger mengye said...

nam, you are so funny. i laughed so hard at your amazingly not-quite-there-yet pro english. hahaha.

go on and believe brother, a new year means new responsibilities, which means we all have to take up new heros roles to play. see you next year HERO!

from your other SUPERHERO friend.
=)

December 6, 2007 at 8:58 AM  

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