God is good, all the time :)
To be honest, I was feeling like crap today to bring myself to church and actually was asked to play for 3rd service in the end. My mind was just somewhere else lost. And I asked God to help me. And as long as eternity lasts, His mercy never fails. Was a great time praising and worshipping. Despite my own negative feeling and thoughts, all it took was just to surrender to God and let Him take over. It's all about Jesus and His love. Thank You for Your presence
Some may wonder what's going on with me. Well, just take that as I'm going through some trials and tests of faith and learn how to trust and surrender to God. I believe I will have a breakthrough :)
I want our worship ministry to come up to the next level in drawing and leading His presence to the people. And I think to myself, in order for that to happens, it starts individually. I have a responsiblity to fulfill, and I pray may God really help me and grant me grace, grace and more grace. Whatever man tries to do by his own strength, for sure he will fail. Once you accept Jesus into your life, it's no longer you who live but Christ lives in you. The extent of how much you want to change, is the amount of willingness you want Him to take over your own life. The Bible shows how Saul becomes Paul by just that ONE ENCOUNTER. And yes, I need to seek for that encounter again
I'm asking God to give me vision again. I think, I have been blind spritually. I've been stagnating in seeing the promises that God can give me and help me to fulfill. Partly, it's been the things that happened to me. Again, I need to live by:
It doesn't matter how many times you fall down, it is more important how many times you pick yourself up. I have feelings and moments of emo-ness. But certainly I can't let my emotions rule over my actions. This is what I want to overcome
After thinking again, I won't be going for a get away overseas most probably. I feel the need of meeting the people I know and start giving. Andrew shared about sacrifice in order to influence and invest in someone's life. Holidays, perfect time :). I hope I would be able to be a part of a person's life and leave back a legacy
Still, I would have some fun :D:
- Movies
- Live band
- Jamming
- Shopping
- Slacking
- Fly-ing kite :p
- Eating